It's the way it should be.

Actually, I'm happy that this happened to me. I have experience. I know how people behave. I don’t think there is anything like negative thoughts, it's just an illusion! Life! We live every single moment alone! No one is ever going to understand you exactly! Maybe they will be able to get some of your thoughts but there will be no one who will understand you the way you want! It's a moment! In a flash, you realize that you are all on your own! And time is everything you have nd don't! There will be people who will get closest to you but eventually, they will leave you. Maybe some day the wind will come to you carrying a fragrance of them but you'll realize that they are not a part of your life anymore! It's not negative! It's the way it should be... and maybe that is why we keep finding or giving importance to those who understands! And love! It's just a word. But the meaning it carries differ from people to people. Everyone’s got a different definition of love and I guess that's why we don't get love! It's more like finding everything in Nothing.